lunes, 10 de agosto de 2015

I seem to lose the power of speech

I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I'm spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.
Yes, it's true, and it sucks, because that's the kind of attitude who kicks people away from me, really important people.
I need to get through this shit fast, and I was thinking, maybe I could change that, but I don't know if is really worth it to change if they're going to leave because I just care. If my concern drives people away, it means I annoy them, they don't need me, and I don't need people who deserts me, right?. 
But how can be so, how can I change, how can I avoid the feeling, if I care so much. 
How can I care less?