4 am

Once you realize you haven’t really lose anything because you didn’t have anything from the beginning is when you stop feeling sorry for what happened to you. All the lies, the fakeness, the failures, all the broken promises and the lost love, all that horrible feelings is just a desperate reaction because you think you deserved love and care and patience, but is nobody’s job to do that.

That said, what’s the meaning of all? Now that I know that I’m just an empty living being who has nothing to expect, what I’m I supposed to do or feel, what’s the purpose of society if we, at the end, didn’t have anything to socialize for, because, since the beggining to the end, we’re all alone. And for me, the kind of people who used to think and to feel the opposite, what am I supposed to do, I can’t keep living in such a meaningless world, no if this is the reality.